Thursday, December 02, 2004
our story has continued...
that's his decision. for me, i'm fine with both.
cos i dont feel anything right now. and i cant explain why.
i'm not sure whether i've made the absolute decision.
but i certainly won't place high hopes as compared to the past.
hmm.
i went swimming with adeline yesterday at downtown. saw
lifeguard. thats the name i've given him. though he's about the same height as me somehow, i've to admit that i'd a mere infatuation on him yesterday. what do you call that.
crush at first sight? haha. i suppose he saw me as well.
went to buy lunch and on the way back to chalet, i guess he'd just finished his duty and was coming down the stairs when we saw each other. we both turned back at the same time.
eye-contact. wanted to laugh because was kind of excited but i was alone. people would have thought i was insane.
hmm.
if we're fated we'll meet again. yea.
lifeguard.
after so long, i experienced
that feeling again yesterday.
part of me hopes that he knows i'm from mj as i was wearing the house tee yesterday.
-ponders-
still, i'm thankful to god for that instant but memorable encounter.
shall not think about it again. i hope.
take me with you
3:13 PM
